Art Thru A Lens: Week 50

I started December full of good intentions. I was going to clean up my diet and my way of life for a positive, healthy and calming December to move positively into 2015. I ended the 1st December in hospital. I have spent the last two weeks in and out of hospital, doctors, pathology and radiography. Constant pain is not fun, nor is being on extremely strong pain killers. I am not sure which is worse the negativity of being in constant pain or the haziness of being drugged.

It appears as though my body is finally saying enough is enough and you cannot go on like this. My first and only warning call and I must listen. Do you know how hard it is to force yourself to relax - its like a vicious circle that goes round and round and trying to relax brings its own stress.

Instead of a heap of New Years Resolutions (none of which I ever keep) about losing weight, going to the gym etc etc I am moving forward with an affirmation for 2015.